damn moody right now -.- hais ............................................................ sian. think gg to have fever already


meet up with dear at bugis. was suppose to meet 2pm de. but last minute they change to 3.30pm. than dear 2 pm jiu reach le. i didnt know that till zhiyang msg me. ask me accompany her. than i faster go shower and change than 3 pm i faster drive to bugis to meet her. reach there 3.15. than went to have drink with her while waiting for others. zhiyang reach first follow by kelvin than ken and jess. went to have dessert together than zhiren and weifen jiu reach le. chat chat awhile jiu drive to mindcafe at douby ghaut . than play games very fun. isabella called me . i said i will call her back i regret didnt ask her what happen . sorry isabella i didnt know that got things happen sorry. after those game went to draw cash than pay for dear too. after that went to old kallang airport to have dinner. than send dear, weifen kelvin and zhiyang home. i drop kelvin and zhiyang at Jurong Mrt . than send weifen back. after that send dear home. after that meet mengswee went to pasir ris and slack jiu go home le. damn tired now . -.-


woke up 3 plus today . damn bored -.- nothing to do at all. went batok to buy games. but when i reach home the game seriously sucks ! cost me 65bucks damn it. now nothing to do liao lor. went to eat mee goreng at west coast alone. fucking boring nowadays . hope that i got a girlfriend that can stick to me all day long . haha. damn bored !


went to amk to meet isabella. was suppose to meet her 10.30 am. but i woke up late. i reach around 1130. after that took train back to boonlay. went to JP. meet up with raymond and wayne. meet them for breakfast but its already 12 plus at that time. after breakfast we went home after that . slack with isabella than send her home . went to fetch mum. slept at 8 pm plus. but woke up at 2 am -.- cant get to sleep liao. she said sorry to me already. but somewhat i think the feeling issnt there anymore. i dont trust ppl easily now.


nothing to do now. wanted to learn my guitar but parents all asleep already. i am damn bored. i want to get used to my life without her ! i am going to sleep now . haha i dont care already. just dont go think so much i go enjoy my sleep liao . as tmr meeting isabella at 10.30am


















guess that time will heal my pain after breaking up. wake up around 10 . went to have breakfast with family. after that went home and sleep again. i keep dreaming bout her when i dream bout her i keep waking up to see my hp if theres any text from her. but i recieve none. its my stupid imagination . i woke up around 5 times during 3hours of sleep. i know that i still love her. but i must look forward. but i keep thinking that i wanna patch with her. so i msg her asking for patch. didnt know that we are still together now or not. but right now i dont think i wanna patch anymore. i just hate people scold me. its alright if they say sorry after they scold. quarrel with her. scold me and i keep apologise. after that i think back i feel that i am stupid to keep on saying sorry. you treat me good i treat you better. if you treat me bad . goodbye . Not even we can be friends. i know that i love her. but after she treat me that way . my love for her fade alot. i think that after 1 week jiu ok liao. all i need is friend to have fun with :) i still can be happy with GF. i still have my friends around me. isabella you are the nicest ok ? hahahaha 7 yrs of friendship eh.


broke up with girlfriend :( i cant believe it ends so fast :( i am so sad and moody. hais since she not interested what for carry on our relationship. we gotta look forward . its easy to say. but damn difficult not to stop think bout her. think time will heal everything bah . hais. take bus down to bugis to find mengswee after broke up. went to drink. drink till so jialat . mengswee said that he can knock me down in 1 sec. which i dont believe. than i ask him to try me. but he really knock me down in 1 sec man. i hurt my back. but now should be alright. girlfriend msg say patch ? i called her back immediatly thought can patch le. but i ask her she say she donno. than i piss off and say ok. than hang up liao . msg my ex told her everything . she said i should take my time find the right one. not just take any girl. i now finally understand bah. hmm nvm after ns than find . now must slowy choose than can last long ? i am so drunk today. oh man i still miss her :'( i still cried somemore hais :(


went to vivo with jessica and isabella :) . ate at pastamania. got lots of discount as jessica work there. after our dinner went to clementi . as jessica went home liao. accompany isabella home than after she changed , we both cab down to my house after that take my car drive to bugis to fetch mengswee. collect money from harun already. took damn long time to collect . damn ! we not close anymore. he becoming more and more busted liao. after that went to chalet celebrate mengswee birthday. i didnt follow him to his friend chalet . both isabella and me went to mac and slack. waited for mengswee till 3 am . than send isabella home . than mengswee. he gave me 10bucks for petrol LOL. smoke liao jiu went home le. as i reaching home. i spot check by police again. this the 4 th already -.-


just reach home. slack with isabella and jessica today. damn fun hahaha. laugh alot. lucky got them. if not bored to death liao. got gf also cant meet . what the use ? friend are the best afterall ! meet up with isabella below the house. than went to meet jessica. slack together under her block . after that jessica got the idea of going mac and have some drinks. drive down to king albert there. order some fries. and jessica treat us . haha. damn shiok. thanks jessica :D after mac went to jessica house and slack. play with her soft toys hahahaha. nearly fall asleep . her bed damn shiok lah. after that went to her downstair slack awhile than send isabella home. than went home liao :) today super fun. haha.








I JUST CANT GET TO SLEEP !


i feel so fucked up into this relationship. i thought that when you are in a relationship . you wont feel lonely all. and will feel happy. but how come my relationship got so much problem ? in this relationship i feel alot of disappointment. sometime i wonder what for i want this relationship. i cant explain things to her. and she dont seems to understand how i think . I am a fucking retard person. i dont know how to said out what am i exactly thinking . got gf and no gf also still the same ! also must eat alone ! should i continue this relationship ? Fuck man confusing !


feel so disappointed lately. feel so fucked up. i manage to remember my password . this blog is so fucked up now. feel like deleting already. slack with meng swee recently . he got his problem i got mine. you just dont appreciate what i had done for you . i wanted to keep meeting you because that i going NS on june 12 . i am sure u know that. after that i 1 month cannot come out leh. so i wanted to use this remaining time to be with you. But you disappointed me again and again and again. you know how it feels like or not ! if i ask you want to meet on saturday you told me ok. But last minute i tell you cancel . the reason is i lazy . The most disappointed thing is that when i bought the gift for you when i ask you come down take you told me you lazy ! FUCK ME. i cant take it anymore. i waited for you downstair leh . Not ask you come my house take also . DAMN. also lazy.i save those money just to buy you things leh . You just dont appreciate lah . You are nice sometime. but i just cant seem to understand you well. sorry .


I AM GOING TO CUT MY HAIR ! I MADE UP MY MIND !!!!!!!